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Hello folks,
At least the folks that bother to take a look at my blog. I just wanted to pass on a few blogs I find entertaining and interesting. Most aren't as self absorbed as my own, but what the heck, give it a whirl. Have fun, learn something, and be nice.

http://www.ahmadinejad.ir/
http://theosproject.blogspot.com/
http://ktismatics.wordpress.com/
http://grand-pa.blogspot.com/

Happy 4th of July.
Fireworks are not only beautiful but are terribly sad. Watching them alone from a dark bedroom makes you feel quite alone and empty. Fireworks should be enjoyed on a blanket in the grass with the one you're totally devoted to. My last 4th of July for awhile here. I wish I could have spent it with you. I am sure there will be a time where we are back here for one of them. But I am thinking about the now, the moment at hand, this very instant when I feel so far away from you.
I keep my hope next year will be better. We will make our own fireworks snuggling up and keeping warm in the odd July Australian winter.

Such is life.

When do I start writing something more meaningful? Instead of just posting pictures and other peoples art? I suppose I could start talking about what everyone is talking about in the news, Paris Hilton, the war in the middle east, the rising crime in the United states? It's hard to get a perspective of these things nowadays because I barely ever watch the news unless it's meaningless drivel. Does this mean I have slipped back into ignorance or maybe it just means I just don't care anymore. I think it might have been because I spent so much time caring for the fate of the world and feeling so helpless and hopeless to do anything about it and watching people around me not caring and just trashing everything we should hold dear and beautiful. I am sure anyone would become discouraged at some point. I tried church to help me feel better about not paying attention to the world around me, but that made me question faith and if there really is a higher power up there. Especially considering my past political views. Nowadays, I just live my life, wanting to be noticed as little as possible, trying to screw over as few people as I can.

Long time comming

Hey,
I am back. I am sure I am talking to everyone, or no one in particular. Life is different a complete change from what it was. I live life now, not dreading what is to come. Empowering myself to do what needs to be done. Love has found me, so I am not lost in this world. Not alone and listless.