When do I start writing something more meaningful? Instead of just posting pictures and other peoples art? I suppose I could start talking about what everyone is talking about in the news, Paris Hilton, the war in the middle east, the rising crime in the United states? It's hard to get a perspective of these things nowadays because I barely ever watch the news unless it's meaningless drivel. Does this mean I have slipped back into ignorance or maybe it just means I just don't care anymore. I think it might have been because I spent so much time caring for the fate of the world and feeling so helpless and hopeless to do anything about it and watching people around me not caring and just trashing everything we should hold dear and beautiful. I am sure anyone would become discouraged at some point. I tried church to help me feel better about not paying attention to the world around me, but that made me question faith and if there really is a higher power up there. Especially considering my past political views. Nowadays, I just live my life, wanting to be noticed as little as possible, trying to screw over as few people as I can.
