So it seems lately once a week I feel horrible..emotionally and physically.
I feel like a bad person. Not deserving of even the tiniest bit of happiness. I feel like my soul is punctured in so many places theres not enough thread in the universe to patch it up.
This place...this life is eating me alive.
And then last night...I dissapointed my Irish dream at least..thats what Im concluding.
Maybe I dont deserve my Irish dream.
....Its too sad to even think..that I could have ruined...a potentially beautiful Irish dream.
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