Sunday, October 02, 2005

Anguish


Pain stabs through my heart
I pretend not to feel it
pretend that it doesnt affect me in the least
Just wait for it to pass
Wonder why my life is riddled in such pain
Waiting for the numbness to return so I can function
I wish sometimes I didn't feel so deeply
Then I would be able to fit in with all the other fake people of this earth
Why was I chosen to be this way?
To care so powerfully and to be hurt so utterly
My souls already tattered and torn so what purpose do I serve?
I only hope my purpose reveals itself
Before this pain extinguishes what light I have left

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