Monday, October 17, 2005
Now here comes the guilt part of todays programming
I swear to god he's fkn crazy
one minute he is treating me like a peice of shit
the next hes begging me not to leave
Im so angry it boggles my mind
How anyone can go to that extreme in a meer matter of hours
Im wondering if its me
do I set him off
Is it even really me?
then he plays on my sympathy for him
and then the guilt rolls in
am I allowed to be happy
am I a bad person
FUCK THAT BULLSHIT
Im not going to live my life scared
to take the wrong step
always having to put myself away
all I need is my sun by my side
and my ever growing confidence and independance
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