STRUGGLING WITH MY DEMONS
EVERYDAY
THE COLDNESS I HAVE WITHIN ME
SLOWLY FREEZING MY HEART
TRANSFORMING ME INTO
THIS CREATURE DEVOID OF FEELING
SELFISH AND ANGRY AND UGLY
I BRING HURT AND FRIDGEDNESS TO THOSE AROUND ME
WITH THE TRUTH OF THE FUTURE
AND THE LIES OF THE PAST
I LEAVE PEOPLE NUMB
AFTER THEY'VE EXPERIENCED THE BEING THAT IS ME
MAKING THEM FEAR THE FUTURE
ROBBING THEIR PAST
RUNNING AS FAST AS THEY CAN
IN THE OTHER DIRECTION
LEAVING ME ALONE
MY EMOTIONS BEING DRAINED
ONCE AGAIN