Can I even do this
Is my will and determination strong enough
I am looking into the unknown
Staring deep into the possibilitys
Seeing flashes of brightness and hope
I get glimpses that are frightening as well
frightening enought to test my resolve
enought to tear my fragile confidence into peices
I start to question myself
and those are the times I feel the weakest
Doubting my decisions
only when your face comes into view
my will returns
the light bursts from the darkness
warms my face
my heart
rejuvinates my soul
you push me foreward with all your might
while the wrath is pushing me back down
youre goodness and love makes me want to fight foreward
to begin
this new journey
of hope
of fear
of love
and beauty