Monday, October 10, 2005

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Soulmates


Soulmates you say
I never thought I could be good enough
for someone like you
Now you are telling me we are on the same plane
Hard to believe hard to accept
Are you sure about my soul?
so frayed and broken
dont know if it will hold up long enough
for me or anyone to repair it
if it can be repaired at all

Friday, October 07, 2005

Tempest



VNV NATION
"Tempest"
These are not words, they're only feelings. There are no sounds that you can hear. There is no form that you can touch. There are no colors for you to see. The only sound is a distant thunder. A tempest rages so far away from me. I walked for miles and I started running Towards the sound and storm where you might find me. And I ran until I had the feeling That the Tempest I had heard surrounded me. Here my heart so filled with loving Cried out and told of wonders that I feel. Here my heart is so filled with loving. And I tell myself, I keep repeating That your ways are bringing you to me. And I tell myself, I keep repeating That your ways are bringing you to me. And I tell myself, I keep repeating That your ways are bringing you to me, That I will find my true salvation, That these ways of mine are bringing you to me. Because here my heart so filled with loving Crying out the wonders that I feel. Here I will find my true salvation And my ways are bringing you to me And I tell myself, I keep repeating That your ways are bringing you to me.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

HASH(0x8b33cb4)
Your Hidden Power Is Water


You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for meThen I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for youIn my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

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Monday, October 03, 2005

Solemn promises to broken hearts


When I walk into the room you're smile disappears as if I've just stolen your light
Why is that you continue to ask me to stay if you only spew complaints?
Always fighting, always struggling, always depressed.
Allowing me to do things..Then making me feel guilty about doing them afterwards.
Why even bother
enjoying things when I'm always afraid of your reaction..Or setting you off
We had good times
and I suppose that's what I'm hanging on too
and the guilt
binds me here too
I wish my heart was cold
Numb
It would make things easier in the long run
But that damned haze you keep me under
Makes me float through my day's
Hoping tomorrow will be better then today

Sick: Day #2



K so the past couple of days Iv'e be soo sick. My normally sparse sleep is even worse than usual. Tossing and turning because my limbs go numb and are sore from being sick. OOOH my bones! And never anytime to relax really Iv'e taken on a few too many things on here and have been trying to catch up. Ive got a couple of things knocked off my list but thats just a single drip in a big bucket needing to be filled.

I guess this is all for now.

I might do a little writting later on tonight, depending on if my head feels like it's in a vice or not.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Anguish


Pain stabs through my heart
I pretend not to feel it
pretend that it doesnt affect me in the least
Just wait for it to pass
Wonder why my life is riddled in such pain
Waiting for the numbness to return so I can function
I wish sometimes I didn't feel so deeply
Then I would be able to fit in with all the other fake people of this earth
Why was I chosen to be this way?
To care so powerfully and to be hurt so utterly
My souls already tattered and torn so what purpose do I serve?
I only hope my purpose reveals itself
Before this pain extinguishes what light I have left

Saturday, October 01, 2005

A little glimpse of Saskatoon hell.


As your read the first part of this article, imagine a whole city of this.
And also keep in mind Saskatoon has the highest murder rate in all of Canada.