Saturday, October 15, 2005

Greedy Jealousy


When you arent with me..my heart feels like its being split..in two
I get so fucking jealous...when I know others get to experience you
Am I being selfish?
Needy
Just regular old crazy me
I am afraid..my want for you..my desire..my love for you is going to push you away
before this even starts
Why must I be so needy
So damned self conscious
You fill my voids...my uncomfortableness...me
and when youre gone...all I have are thoughts of you
to fill what empty parts I have
its like a fog...that slowly dissapates throughout the day
and then my greed for you
takes over
returns....for another day...

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