For that last post I made. I want to make it clear. Our relationship isn't ever tense because of our differing beliefs, we accept one another for who we are. I would never try and force my beliefs on anyone if they didn't want to hear them. But in the same respect I am selfish and I want Mik to be with me forever, not just in the physical life, but the spiritual one too. I mostly worry about that sort of thing. I love him and I love his soul. I know he is a good man through and through, he just needs time and love. God sent him to me for a reason. Maybe for me to plant that seed in his heart as well as him rescuing me from a life of terrible agony. It's all for a purpose.